wish you to read

Hi, how’s life? I miss you. It has been hard to write lately, I have been running away from emotions but, I miss you so much. I think the only time I can truly feel you is in these pages so I always come back here. I love you, I hope you don’t get sick of hearing me say it again and again. I love you consciously but at times, this love slips out of me without even realizing; I think of you and in a blink it is spilled everywhere, all around me. Do you see the love that exudes through the cracks of my soul, the love that is meant to be yours, the love that has always been yours? I can’t help but love you; I am defenseless against this (I wouldn’t fight it anyway, I am willing victim). I’ll let this love flow, let it exist inside of me as long as it wants, as long as it needs, as long as you will let it. Still, this act os delibate, it is on purpose, I love you because I want to, I love you because I choose to, I love you because I can. Every single day I am learning to love you more. Loving you fes like coming home, and I have been stranded for far too long. I miss loving you loudly. Do you miss it too? I guess you don’t.